The First Night...

It was my first night, if I remembered it correctly. It was my first time staying up whole night just to do my assignments. Really stupid things to be done. I remembered in Hollowman, the villain in that show says that :"Sleeping is a waste of time!", seems so true to me now.

I've done 2 (out of dunno how many) assignments today morning, left out a little time before I get ready to go UTAR like usual. Suddenly, felt like visiting her blog somewhere. Realised that so much that I've missed out. Feel that I'm so tiny. So tiny that I felt I neglected a lot of people. So much that I've missed out on you. The gap is far too big. It should be the time now, to end this. Sorry people out there. I might have neglected you most of the time. But one thing for sure, you are my friend. I'll remember this. Maybe you all can contact me also if I forgot to miss you!

Maybe I can concentrate on my studies better this time. Not only for me, but for my family as well. Dad's reaching the retiring age, mom gotta work still and my other 3 siblings are in the need of money to study as well. I'd better get myself work out and find a salary that can at least share the burden. For now, I'll try to get the scholarship... with my condition now, I can't. I gotta change! Change!

Buttercup, you just lack of the DETERMINATION. You can do it. The reward is not far away... if you have give in everything you got no matter what happens later. Good luck, Buttercup!