Thursday, June 29, 2006

Superman Returns

First of all... Nothing bad happen today morning.. Everybody line up as usual. Ok.. Never mind about that!

My class ended 10am today and we decided to go to Summit to watch Superman Returns. Well, the show wasn't bad at all. I would give it a 7 out of 10... Story line ok... Not bad. And guess what?

*Spoiler Alert*

Superman has a son!!! And His son also inherited his ability!!! The son, named Jason if I'm not mistaken, he saved his mom Louis Lane also! Haha!

Hmmm.. ok.. I don't want to be spoiler that much la k? Haha... One advise, go watch it! If not you'll regret!!!

Wednesday, June 28, 2006

She Cried... Am I guilty?

The semester two has started for weeks. Every morning, when I am about to go to university, I feel disappointed. There are shuttle buses that will bring us there but, no matter how early I am, I'll never get a chance to get up the bus. Guess why? Thanks to those who jumped queue and by-force-to-go-up. I can't stand them, I took the public bus. Everyday. Not that I am weak, but I don't want to be like them. If I'm like them, is it possible that I'm unable to get into the bus? You know!

Last week, one of my friend started to be the human-traffic police. He made them line up. It was a success. But only for the trip that he is in. After that, chaos again. I don't wish to be bad-people again so I did nothing before him, until now. I took part in becoming the human-traffic police. It was a success for a long time. Until today.

Here comes a stubborn girl (girls are really the toughest to handle). "Please line up at the back," I said. "I cannot talk to my friend for a while ar?" she replied rudely and walked away, back into the line. There were more people jumping queue again. Same thing I told to them and I felt weak. "Where are them?", I questioned myself while searching for them. Those other human-traffic policemen aren't giving me their hand. For no reason. They just stood aside, pretending not to see anything. They just feel it's fine, as long as they can get up to the bus they desired. That's all they want. Others? Forget about it.

I felt disappointed. One more girl jumped queue. Again, the same phrase. She stood still. "Miss, please go to the back and line up. It's not fair for those people at the back this way." She move away, a step further from me. I got a little impatient. "Do you know why we made you all line up? Because there were people who were injured by others who jump queue! We don't want that to happen anymore. Just look into other people's eyes and see what they say about you." I walked back to my place. She was still there, reluctant to move.

A short while later, the bus came. We went up accordingly. Except her. She stood there, crying. I don't really care much at that time. I just got into the bus. She later on followed. Tears were still rolling at that very moment. I started to question myself. "Am I too much?" "Did I do the wrong thing for being such KPC?" I remembered back the moment where she walked a step away from me. "Oh... Is it that she's telling me, using her body language, that she'll leave the place after I leave her?". If it is so, then I misunderstood her. She might just need some time to cool herself down before moving away but I just kept on lecturing her that time. I did not make it too much. Really. Come and think of it, what did you learn during kindergarden, primary school? Lining up is the thing that they emphasise on.

If you move away from there I wouldn't have speak anything else. Why you didn't leave that place? Why? I don't understand? Is it that you stubborn or you already felt too ashamed to move from there? If it was the latter, my fault it is. I'm sorry. If it was the previous, you're wrong. Anyhow, I still conclude that you are wrong. We, should LINE UP! Everyone wants to get to university early. Isn't it? Why others can line up while you can't? Why....? I just don't get it.

Now... what I shall do tomorrow? Apology? I won't. Should I still become the human-traffic police? I don't know. I'll let my instinct decide it tomorrow. God bless everybody. May the morality in them grow stronger from day to day. Malaysia, you are really really really sucky in educating your children! Very bad! You only want quantity not quality. YOU FAILED!

At that moment that people saw her crying, who would understand what I felt? I'm not being a gentleman for making her cried? People only pity to those who's with tears. Who would pity someone without tears hanging around his/her eyes? No one ever would. No one. It's pathetic. Now, I am the bad-people again. Never ending cycle... "Somebody sa............"

Sunday, June 25, 2006

Have You Awaken From Your Long Long Slumber?

I don't know what is on your mind. You keep on torturing yourself. Keep yourself away from others. You never know how worry is it that those who are making the effort to bring you back to who you were. They tried their very best. I don't know if you have ever appreciate them? "Fuck off!!!", "Can you shut the fuck up?" are the replies that you gave to them.

You has changed, since the incident. People around you are concern about you. Give them a chance. Give yourself a chance, to wake up from your slumber dream. You, once who was my mentor, leading me in my path of life. Now, I've tried to help you, you don't seem to be accepting any. Not only not accepting it from me, but from your very own sanity too.

It's time to wake up! Go back to the former you, please. I don't want to see a person who is so cheerful, turn into someone who is always blaming oneself, shutting oneself from the outside world. Wake up! The world outside here is very beautiful, the skies are blue, clouds are white, seas are lovely with all kind of marine organism inside there. Go have a look! Open the shutting door, let yourself come out to take a good look at all this!

It's totally different from your world. Your world is now dark, thunder and lightning everywhere. Storms are raging everywhere. No one's there for you. Come outside here. We are awaiting you to open the door. Pass us your hand and we'll pull you out from where you are now! I don't know if you'll still be able to read this or you want to read it or not. But I do hope that the message gets to you. Open your eyes, ears, heart and your mind!

We never get what we want, we never want what we get. We never have what we like, we never like what we have. Still we live, still we love, this is LIFE

Wake up, wake up, wake up. It's late already, but it's never too late to regret and turn over a new leaf. Wake up please...

UTAR Ball

Hmmm... It's sad to say that I didn't even took a picture there? Haha.. I was really tired, sitting down there enjoying the food, although it's almost tasteless, thanks to my flu. The food was luxurious. Nice. Much much better than KEC (for those who know).

The opening ceremony of the ball was creative... They use powerpoint to do it. I just don't know how to describe it here. How I wished to show it to you guys through graphics but, sorry!

They did something wrong like us at the ending part... Guess what? Disco dance while everybody was wearing so gorgeous and elegant! Well, guess who's fault is that again? DJ and the coordinator for that section. Well, never mind about that.

But, overall it's a success. They held the ball in Crowne Mutiara Hotel in the Nirwana Ball Room. A total of about 1000 people were there and it's grand! They make it really formal.. Until the last part. Haha..

Later after it finished, my roommate and I travelled back to PJ. At there... we both had an appointment, where we supposed to meet with them during the afternoon but was disrupted by something. We took some pictures around... errr... 0135? Yeah.. Around that time. Here's some of the pictures...




Me, Wei Kuan (my new roommate) and JC. JC looks like a busy man!



This one featuring Yen Yin, Me, Peak Mun and Wen Chiann! Haha!


That's all for now!!! I'm looking forward for a better ball the following years, and by then, with partner, hopefully. Haha!

Friday, June 23, 2006

Sick... Clumsy... Lucky... Exams...

It is the fourth day already since I'm sick. Only flu will make my whole body mulfunction. Today I sat for mathematics test and I didn't do well. I almost fall asleep when I was doing the paper. Well, that's not all about it. Because of my sickness, I was forced to skipped 2 classes. One is mathematics tutorial and the other one is writing for science lecture.

I immediately got up to UTAR bus after my exam. The bus departed. I received a sms so I took out my phone to reply. The conversation went on. (It's a guy!) I went down from the bus and head to my room later. After I put down my bag, I realised something. Yes, you got it right! My phone!

I ran down there immediately to catch the bus but it already left. How can that happened?!! I don't understand. I remember looking back at my seat before leaving and there's nothing there!!! This doesn't make sense! Instead of my initial planning - resting (sleeping) in room, I went to the mail road, trying to get a cab. My luck wasn't good enough though. Not only cab but I don't even see a bus... I waited and suddenly, "Honk! Honk!" A familiar face I saw. It was the tauke of the economic rice stall that I always eat at! He gave me a lift back to university. Really thank him alot!

My luck isn't that bad after all right? I'm in his car, worrying if I am manage to get back my phone or not, or, someone has already took it? All kind of questions and plannings started to swirl around me.

I reached my destination earlier than the bus should. I waited awhile until it came. I went up to the bus immediately and start searching for it. The bus driver didn't see it either. "Oh gosh.. where can it be?", i uttered. It was not in my sight. I've already prepared for the worst. Suddenly, something caught my eye. In between the seats, there's a small opening. I looked into it. It was there!!!! Now that everything is clear to me and I also know why I did not notice that I've lost my phone when I left the bus earlier. It was all because of that small little opening in between the seats.

Thank God that I'm still manage to get my phone back! Although it's not new, Nokia 8250 is still something memorable to me. I'm also glad that He did not make the pratical joke too big. Arigatogozaimasu!

Now that I am here... Preparing for my second test, Chemistry. Inorganic. It's hard to believe that they really touch only a little bit about it compared to form six. I am attending UTAR ball tomorrow, and I am still sick. I already got a helper to my body, medicine, together with my antibody, hopefully I'll get well enough to attend it without any problem. Wish me luck ya!!!

Thank you everyone in helping me to make the "Phone Rescue" Mission a success! Special thanks to bus drive, Andy the tauke and not forgetting, Him. Thanks a million!

Thursday, June 22, 2006

~20 Person That Came In My Mind~

Well, tagged again... I wonder what's going on this time.. hopefully there's no twenty questions!!!

Instructions:
Name 20 people you can think of at the top of your head.Don't read the questions before you write, and tag 5 people to do the survey.

1. Shin Dhee (since you tagged me!! Haha!)
2. Khoo May Ling
3. Wai Loon
4. Horng Tat
5. Jun Xue
6. Ee Von
7. Beng Sze
8. Chin Pey
9. Li Wei
10. Pauline Lim
11. Sim Mei
12. Kin Wai
13. Jun Kit
14. Tanny Ooi
15. Peggy Liew
16. Siak Foong
17. Sook Ling
18. Chien Chong
19. Joshua
20. Chung Kiap
21.(aiya.. reach limit liao...)


Questions:
1. How did you meet 14 [Tanny Ooi]?
I guess is during Taekwondo training in school?

2. What would you do if you had never met 1 [Shin Dhee] ?
I'll never be tagged by her! Haha.. Kidding.. Hmmm, I'll have one less friend!!

3. What would you do if 20 [Chung Kiap] and 9 [Li Wei] dated you?
Oh great! I'm sure it's not brokeback... So it must be a DotA date! No problem man!

4. Would 6 [ Ee Von ] and 17 [Sook Ling] make a good couple?
Hmmm.. This is gonna be fun. Hey.. Lesbians in da house! Haha.. Joking!!

5. Describe 3 [ Wai Loon ].
Blur but he got his planning in his own way! Glad to have you as my friend!

6. Do you think 8 [Chin Pey] is attractive?
Looks like God is playing with me huh... Well, she is... Most of my friends say that she's hot! Even in UTAR also got people say that.. Just imagine...

7. Tell me something about 7 [Beng Sze].
Ah Beng!! Haha.. She's kinda talented in Taekwondo... but sadly she's in Aussie now.. Hope she's doing fine there!

8. Do you know anything about 12's [Kin Wai] family?
OH... No...Paiseh...

10. What would you do if 11 [Sim Mei] confess that he/she likes you?
Man... This tagging is created to play with me ar? Well, she's just too good to be with me! I'm not qualified! Haha.. And people who line up for her is like... errrm.. Penang Bridge?

11. What language does 15 [Sim Mei] speak?
English most of the time, Hokkien at times, I believed...

12. Who is 9 [Li Wei] going out with?
His family? Haha.. GF, I don't know. He's just mysterious!


13. How old is 16 [Siak Foong] now?
Twenty...

14. When was the last time you talked to 13 [Jun Kit]?
Long long long long long time ago.. but got sms la. Haha. Does that counts?

15. Who is 2's [Khoo May Ling] favourite singer?
Oh well... It's *drum* ..... "I dunno singer"

16. Would you date 4 [ Horng Tat ]?
Ha? Errr... For games yes but not as in couple! (Of course la, duh!)

17. Would you date 7 [Beng Sze]?
Yes!! Take her out, close her eyes, bring her to center, make her do training non-stop!! Muahaha...*Evil*

18. Is 15 [ Peggy Liew ] single?
As per my latest update, no. Why? You interested? Too late already la! Go line up la!

19. What's 10's [ Pauline Lim ] last name?
It's clear isn't it? Full name : Pauline Lim Tsui Peng

20. Would you ever consider being in a relationship with 11 [Sim Mei]?
Haha... Tough and simple at the same time... Refer to question 10!

21. What school does 3 [ Wai Loon ] go to?
He currently selling grapes...

22. Where does 6 [ Ee Von ] live?
Aiya.. Suddenly forgot the name of the place.. What is it already??? Errr... Oh ya, it's Teluk Pulai!

23. What's your favourite thing about 5? [ Jun Xue ]
Oh man... There's a lot to be mentioned here.. Damn... Ok.. I like his spirit!


Eh... I thought 20 questions but it's 23... Lebih!
Hehehehe.... Now the
lucky No.5 : Khoo May Ling
lucky No.4 : Peggy Liew
lucky No.3 : Choi Ee Von
lucky No.2 : Ian Kirk
lucky No.1 : Jun Xue

Well, people, enjoy!!!

Wednesday, June 21, 2006

I Started To Like Programming!!!

It's been a while since my last blog.. Was really busy and tired... Blur and confused all the time. I managed to get a few person to join the Taekwondo Club in UTAR and they love it!

Today was my presentation day. Well, I would say that I'm not doing it well enough. Not to my standard at least. Sigh.. Never mind.. There's another chance. I'm sure that I'll do well and much better in that one!

Oh ya... I'm kinda interested in programming nowadays... I feel that it is really fun... much much better than DotA, Counter-Strike and so on... Really... You guys should try it out too! So far, I'm able to identify those minor errors done by my friends but to a certain extent. I'm sure I'll be good in that too! Maybe change course? Haha.. Never! Biomedical Science still my first choice, for now at least.

Now, I'm gonna write a program after this. In fact, right now! It's an individual assignment! Gambade Buttercup!

Saturday, June 17, 2006

Assignments.... Exams...

Arrgh... another trouble... This one does not come alone.. It's together. Writing For Science they want us to do an outline on "Vegetarianism is better than meat eating"... This is the toughest essay that I've written so far. Then comes my Public Speaking and Communication.... Don't know what to say also... Brain went blank.

Next week onwards, Friday got Mathematics, Saturday got Chemistry, then the other four subjects are yet to be known the date... Help....

最近比较烦,比较烦, 比较烦.....

Wednesday, June 14, 2006

Blood Boiled, After Such Long Time.

Thanks to that imbecile, part of the old Buttercup came back to "live". I just don't understand how these people work. Are they the same kind so they can work together without any problems? An amount of money, which was dated in year 2004, already settled, now, he's asking for it again? WTH does that means? My society owe you money still? Bullshit...

No matter what happened, we'll not pay that amount of money. We have receipts as proofs that we had paid. So, get your ass off here and I don't want to hear anything about that amount of money anymore. Not again. I hope by tomorrow everything will be done.

YOU really made my blood boil. Just by hearing your voice itself makes me feel that!!! Can you guys out there imagine, how terrible this guy is that till my blood can boil just by hearing his voice through phone calls? Feel like stuffing those receipts into your stupid mouth!!! Arrgghh!!!!

Never mind.. I'm kinda cool now... I hope I'll have no need to show up myself to him. If I did, he's dead meat. I guarantee that. How can a company hire so many imbeciles working their arses off together? All not synchronise! BAGA! Account here not balance, there not balance. How to earn money that way? You waste all your source and money to find out those so-called-debts. How you wanna make profit? You need me to teach entrepreneurship to you? You never learn before? Or you don't know how to read a receipt? Wanna me open a class to all your staffs in your company how to read a receipt?

Damn... really stupid. Evidence is all there in front of their eyes and still they wanna bug me. I've promised my new AJK that I'll never let all these financial problems to them, and I did. I settled everything before hand over everything to them. Now that after, one year? He's back again asking for that money ( which is not the money that any of the years' committee owe them ). We owe them nothing. Totally nothing. Now he owe me my phone credits, my time, my patience, my AJKs' precious time, precious money and most important of all, I OWE him one big tight slap. If I really meet him I might wake him up with that. This agent is really the blurrest human on Earth!

Cool Kenny cool. Yeah I'm cool. Don't bother me again after tomorrow. If not, don't blame me if you lost your ticket for lunch. I mean it.

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GET LOST!!!!!

Tuesday, June 13, 2006

Perfect Lover? Am I? I Don't Know. You Judge.

Well... I was asked what was the 8 things I think a perfect lover would/must have. Here's what I think :

  • He/She must never be late for dates unless forced to. Do tell your dates that you'll be late immediately once you know you are going to. Don't give funny excuses.
  • Understanding is important. This is what keep two together for the rest of the days.
  • Caring towards each other.
  • Tolerate. Some times, guys must let girls nag, so are the girls, let guys nag a bit won't harm you.
  • Share the house chores, both guys and girls.
  • Listen to the other half's inner voice.
  • Don't let your other half lost your location. This is not what most people think. To me, just knowing where you are is good enough, you have no need to tell me what you are doing, unless I'm really keen. Knowing where you are make me feel secured and worry-free.
  • From what I've read and known, kissing is one of the most powerful tool to strengthen relationships. So, KISS MORE!
Now that I've gotta tag 8 person... Haha.. It cracked my brain... But fun. So here are the lucky "victims" :

Esther Toh, Amy Chuah, Peggy Liew, Ian Kirk, Jun Xue, Beng Sze, Tanny Ooi, Khoo May Ling.

Dear "victims", enjoy! Nyek nyek nyek...

He Was At The Mercy Of His God, Are You? Don't Bet On It!

I was there early as usual... Waiting for the slow crawling bus at the Jalan University. The road was busy like usual... Birds chirping around. The first ray of sun just started to show off... Out of a sudden, I saw things faster... All the things around suddenly moved in slow motion.

I saw a motorcycle, went straight into the pothole and the cyclist immediately lost control of his vehicle. I can see that he struggled to keep his bike stable but he failed. He plunged onto that rough tar road, using his hands, trying to keep his face away from the ground. Imagine that he did what stuntman does in the movies. The catch is, he was not wearing any of those protective gears. His bike and him skied for roughly a second plus, and came to a stop. The cars behind him hit the brake immediately.

Amazingly, he stood up on the spot, with some torn skins and he bled a little. He rushed to the sidewalk to assure that he was save from the other vehicles... Of course I didn't stand there doing nothing. I rushed to him at the same time, assuring that he's not badly injured. He was wearing only a thin blue uniform. He was still able to joke around after I helped him to pick up his helmet on the middle of the road and another cyclist helped to bring his bike to the roadside.

Oh, his face was still perfect! Without a scar! Well, who to be blamed? Hmmm... I don't think that he ride fast... It was only average speed. It seems that we should throw this question to our Yang Berhormat, Dato Samy Velu? I don't know. A small pothole caused this. Just imagine that there's a fully loaded bus or tractor or semi behind him. You think they can stop on the spot even with their powerful air-brake? I don't think so.

Today, he is at his God's mercy. He taught him a lesson where only the cyclist would know. He was blessed to survive this tragic with minor injuries, and WITHOUTH SEMI at the back. God bless him. God bless everyone.

Be careful on the road. Don't drink and drive. Wear your seat belts. Put on your helmet, clip it.



BE SAFE ON ROAD, DON'T RAGE!

Sunday, June 11, 2006

Buttercup's Late...

Well, I was never late( almost never ), didn't I? Hmmm... I was "late" yesterday for a celebration. I was much later than the VIP I believe. Why did I do that? It's simple and yet, complicated at the same time.

I was told by this annonymous that I might no need to be there on time cause "Malaysian timing" ma... I took up his/her advice and I left my home only at 1930 (I supposed to be at the place before 1900). I reached there almost 1950.

I was "late". I don't feel nice. It is not me. When I asked them, if anyone of them came early. I not sure if others heard my question but Sim Mei answered. She was there at 1900. Now that I felt guilty that I let people waited there alone. She must be very bored at that time.

Looks like I gotta stick to my principal tight. I'm bad... Sigh... I'll do my best not to be "late" for any appointments anymore, I try. Unless I'm forced to be late.



Sorry for those who were expecting me to be early... GOME!!!

Wednesday, June 07, 2006

So Near, Yet So Far

I thought that she's here already but it seems that I'm wrong again. Always wrong. He is also playing with me... all the time.. I don't know if He's testing my patience or just making fun of me?

I'm tired, exhausted. Headache.

My 6th sense is working well for all other aspects, almost everything, except this. Really really annoying. Why can't human be cold blooded or just like animals, driven by hormones...

I've been trying my best to do my homework and to study these few days but I'm always invited by sleeping bug to play chess with him.. Darn!!! Gonna kill him one day too!

Somebody save me from my sanity...

Monday, June 05, 2006

Fearsome Monday

It’s really a fear of live that I’m facing now… Can you just imagine that what ever they are discussing, none of them you know or understand at all? Except for a few that are easy ones. It really made me feel that I should really start studying already.

All these happened during the biology tutorial class. I knew almost nothing in this very new semester. Guilty I felt. I hope I really change now.

By the way, have I ever told you guys that my Writing For Science tutor looks really like Min Soon ( for those who knows who is Min Soon )!! Even the way the speak is the same… I felt like boom-ing him every time he speaks.

Well, I got to go already. Time to study… I hope. God bless everyone!

Sunday, June 04, 2006

White Chicks With Bloody Bodies

Today I went to took my lunch like usual.. Perhaps i'm lucky enough, I got to watch "WHITE CHICKS" on HBO!!!! Missed that show so much! I remember the first time I watch this show was with my "boss"--- Donovan and fellow prefects. It was really a funny, nice show! Love it!

Just a few moments ago... I showed my juniors, my roommate a human body dissecting clip.. It was 20 minutes plus. Nice!!!!! All the blood spilled around... Brains, heart, kidneys, spleen, liver, uterus, ovaries, lungs, intestines, etc etc.. So much I've learnt, although it's the fifth time I'm watching it. Really nice. I wish I could show you guys the clip but it is just too big to be uploaded, from here.

Signing off now... Good luck people!

Saturday, June 03, 2006

A Little Break For Everyone

Little Bobby came into the kitchen where his
mother was making dinner.
His birthday was coming up and he thought this
was
a good time to tell his
mother what he wanted.
"Mom, I want a bike for my birthday." Little Bobby
was a bit of a
troublemaker.
He had gotten into trouble at school and at home.
Bobby's mother asked him
if he thought he deserved to get a bike for his
birthday. Little Bobby, of
course, thought he did.

Bobby's mother wanted Bobby to reflect on his
behavior over the last year.
"Go to your room, Bobby, and think about how you
have behaved this year.

Then write a letter to God and tell him why you
deserve a bike for your
birthday." Little Bobby stomped up the steps to
his room and sat down to
write God a letter.

Letter 1
Dear God,
I have been a very good boy this year and I would
like a bike for my
birthday. I want a red one.
Your friend,
Bobby

Bobby knew that this wasn't true. He had not been
a very good boy this year,
so he tore up the letter and started over.

Letter 2
Dear God,
This is your friend Bobby. I have been a good boy
this year and I would like
a red bike for my birthday.
Thank you.
Your friend Bobby

Bobby knew that this wasn't true either. So, he
tore up the letter and
started again.

Letter 3
Dear God,
I have been an "OK "boy this year. I still would
really like a bike for my
birthday.
Bobby

Bobby knew he could not send this letter to God
either. So, Bobby wrote a
fourth letter.

Letter 4
God,
I know I haven't been a good boy this year. I am
very sorry. I will be a
good boy if you just send me a bike for my
birthday. Please!
Thank you,
Bobby

Bobby knew, even if it was true, this letter was
not going to get him a
bike.



Now, Bobby was very upset. He went downstairs
and
told his mom that he
wanted to go to church. Bobby's mother thought
her
plan had worked, as Bobby
looked very sad.
"Just be home in time for dinner," Bobby's mother
told him.


Bobby walked down the street to the church on the
corner. Little Bobby went
into the church and up to the altar. He looked
around to see if anyone was
there. Bobby bent down and picked up a statue of
the Mary. He slipped the
statue under his shirt and ran out of the church,
down the street, into the
house, and up to his room. He shut the door to his
room and sat down with a
piece of paper and a pen. Bobby began to write his
letter to God.

Letter 5
God,
I'VE KIDNAPPED YOUR MAMA. IF YOU WANT
TO SEE HER
AGAIN, SEND THE
BIKE!!!!!!!!!

爱,说不出口

你们可能相爱过,你们也可能喜欢着彼此,
但是,为了什么原因你们没能在一起呢?

也许他为了朋友之间的义气,不能追你。
也许为了顾及家人的意见 ,你们没有在一起。
也许为了出国深造,他没有要你等他。
也许你们相遇太早,还不懂得珍惜对方。
也许你们相遇太晚,你们身边已经有了另一个人。
也许你回头太迟,对方已不再等待。
也许你们彼此在捉摸对方的心,而迟迟无法跨出界线。

不过即使你们没在一起,你们还是保持了朋友的关系。
但是你们心底清楚,对这个人,你比朋友还多了一份关心。
即使不能跟他名正言顺的牵着手逛街,
你们还是可以做无所不谈的朋友。

他有喜欢的人,你口头上会帮他追,心里却不是很清楚
你是不是真的希望他追到。

他遇到困难时,你会尽你所能的帮他,不会计较谁又
欠了谁。男女朋友吃醋了,你会安抚他们说你和他只
是朋友,但你心中会有那么一丝的不确定。每个人这
辈子,心中都有过这幺一个特别的朋友,很矛盾的行
为。一开始你不甘心只做朋友的,但久了,突然发现这
样最好的。

你宁愿这样关心他, 总好过你们在一起而有天会分手。
你宁愿做他的朋友,彼此不会吃醋,才可以真的无所不谈。
特别是这样,你还是知道,他永远会关心你的。做不成
男女朋友,当他那个特别的朋友,有什么不好呢?你
心中的这个特别的朋友...? 是谁呢?
很多的感情,都因为一厢情愿,最后连朋友都当不成
了,常常觉得惋惜,可惜一些本来很好的友情,最后却
因为对方的一句喜欢你,如果你没有反应,这一段友
情似乎也难以维持下去,这也难怪有些人会因此不肯
踏出这一步。

因为这就像是一场赌注,表白了之后不是成了男女朋
友,要不就连朋友都当不成了。有些事不是你能预料
的,或许对方不在意,你们还可以是朋友,但却已经不
如从前的好。也是可惜,也是遗憾!但还有没有可能
是另一种情况,你可能永远都不甘心只是朋友. . .

亲爱的朋友,但愿您也能感受到文中的精蕴吧!请不
要忘了,将这篇文章送给您的朋友,寄上这份默默的
诚意以及淡淡的祝福吧~

Friday, June 02, 2006

A Trip That I'll Never Forget : New York, Forbbiden City, Kota Kinabalu

Well, who has ever expected that I'm able to "travel" to such places in less than an hour? Technology plays an inportant role here! Have you ever heard of "Google Earth"? Well, it's a nice piece of art work + technology that bring the world right in front of your eyes.

Google Earth really opened my eyes wide. I can see the streets in US, cars, human of course ( but not live la.. what you expect? Hehe... ), The Forbbiden City which I never knew it was that HUGE!!! And it's really huge. I never knew all these until I saw it from the flat screen in front of me.

I'm delighted by all these.. Thinking that I know alot of things and how big is the building, but I was darn wrong! Really. Just go to www.GoogleEarth.com and you'll be shocked with what you can discover with.

The system requirement aren't that high. I'm kinda sure that your desktop or laptop can use that. You must have broadband of course. Dial up I'm not sure...

Another site that you must not missed is the
www.EarthCam.com. This one gives you the insight of a city, LIVE!!!!! Go and have fun people! If you have any interesting sites, do tell me ya!

Thursday, June 01, 2006

Lazy Me...

It is almost 2 weeks already since school reopened. It seems that I haven’t touched a book at all. Complete different from the “me” in the first semester.

I’ve made up my mind. I’ll continue to be lazy. Not forever of course, till this Sunday ends. Then I’ll start back my “OWN OR NEVER” phase. People!!! If you see me online too often next week, remember to sound me ya!!!

It has been an unproductive day for me. My class ended 10am. Yes, you heard me right, 10am. I leave the lecture hall immediately to catch a bus to go back my hostel. I reached my room around 1015. I started piggy-ing around 1020 and by the time I woke up, it was already 1412. I skipped my lunch and I just took a few buns to fill my empty, pity stomach.

I do not know why am I so tired, I’ve been wondering around aimlessly. I this the reason why I’m being so tired & mentally exhausted? I don’t like to lead a life that has no dream to pursue. It is time for me to STAND UP AGAIN *standing on the table already*!!! *cough* Again, I’m going to do my best for this semester. God bless me, God bless everybody! Hope that those victims of landslide in Ulu Klang (if I’m not mistaken) are fine. Just like the Bangladesh worker.


This is me trying to act fierce but errr.. It seems that I'm not up to the name... I'm cute... I'm Buttercup rite??
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