I don't know what is on your mind. You keep on torturing yourself. Keep yourself away from others. You never know how worry is it that those who are making the effort to bring you back to who you were. They tried their very best. I don't know if you have ever appreciate them? "Fuck off!!!", "Can you shut the fuck up?" are the replies that you gave to them.
You has changed, since the incident. People around you are concern about you. Give them a chance. Give yourself a chance, to wake up from your slumber dream. You, once who was my mentor, leading me in my path of life. Now, I've tried to help you, you don't seem to be accepting any. Not only not accepting it from me, but from your very own sanity too.
It's time to wake up! Go back to the former you, please. I don't want to see a person who is so cheerful, turn into someone who is always blaming oneself, shutting oneself from the outside world. Wake up! The world outside here is very beautiful, the skies are blue, clouds are white, seas are lovely with all kind of marine organism inside there. Go have a look! Open the shutting door, let yourself come out to take a good look at all this!
It's totally different from your world. Your world is now dark, thunder and lightning everywhere. Storms are raging everywhere. No one's there for you. Come outside here. We are awaiting you to open the door. Pass us your hand and we'll pull you out from where you are now! I don't know if you'll still be able to read this or you want to read it or not. But I do hope that the message gets to you. Open your eyes, ears, heart and your mind!
Wake up, wake up, wake up. It's late already, but it's never too late to regret and turn over a new leaf. Wake up please...
2 comments:
VERY emotional touch..hardly seen u in this state..
I'm disappointed... much more disappointed after today.
(28/06/06)
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