境

我们学会变的不是处境，是心境。

变得了处境变不了心境，破境；变得了心境处境随，圆境。

What's in their mind?

Why is it that, some people managed to do it while some others, like me, can't?

What is the different element that's playing in their mind compared to mine?







Or is it that, I'm just too weak after all?

我还好吗？

相信，也没有几个人记得这边了。应该是一个讲秘密蛮不错的地方。

我，不明白为什么有贪得无厌的人。
我，不明白为什么有忘恩负义的人。
我，不明白为什么有目中无人的人。

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我，不明白为什么我会在这边。希望阿弥陀佛给些指引，让我知道我该怎么继续走。

2010年的最后一天

*照片源自于净空法师面子书网站，顶礼净空老法师。

在此要谢谢造就我今天的大家，谢谢。也要借此机会谢佛恩、国土恩、众生恩、父母恩。

愿一切众生早日闻得佛法，断恶修善，紧记百善孝为先。阿弥陀佛。

Don't give up on yourself just yet!

Sometimes, an "End" is the end for others. To me, it's an opportunity to start again.


DO NOT let others tell you that it's "the end" on behalf of you. Ganbade!

Face Off during Mid-Autumn Festival

Well, Mid-Autumn Festival is coming soon and so, I need to buy something for my supplier.

1. RMB 188.00. Oh yeah, China's mooncake is NOT NICE. 

2. I tried their "cold skin mooncake", tooooo sweet. RMB 11.80. 

After that, I went home and shoot something that I have got the idea since the past Wednesday, but something I'm lacking skills in.

3. Face Off

p/s: Yeah I know. VERY BAD photochop skill. I just don't know how to use the smudge too. Or I should say, all of it. TT_____________TT

=(

But I think I'll be alright....

一场欢喜一场空的Saturday

8GB 3G instead of 16GB's 3GS. I supposed wrong delivery. Can only confirm on next Monday or Tuesday =S

LOL

LMAO! 

*Picture source from Facebook

《宫心计》观后感

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想当年，都是陪着一家人晚餐吃饭的时候扭开电视，一面吃饭，一面做个电视迷。当时众多的港剧，种类繁多，不胜枚举。尤其是欧阳震华与刘青云的，我都喜欢看。

日度日，年度年。终于，我也开始因为学业而“离家出走”，搬到了八打灵再也居住。在宿舍里没有电视，我也不会下载，每天就是陪着电脑、课本、作业和运动来解闷,跟电视机再也不来往了。

几个年头过去了．．．老子也来到了这里继续为糊一口饭而拼了下来。前些没啥事情做，突然间想起人家都说《宫心计》非常好看，于是，我就用ＰＰＳ软件来看咯！


《宫心计》观后感
人心厌诈，危险无处不在，人人危在旦夕。为求自保，可以做出很多很多很狠毒的事情。当然，不是所有人都是坏人。当中就有出淤泥而不染的刘三好，其座右铭“存好心，说好话，做好事＂。

好心有好报！虽然在宫中挫折累累、受害不断，刘三好还是一样能“苦中一点甜”，积极面对事情，也尽量帮助他人。这是我们应该虚心向学的好榜样！

也有另外一种人，就像姚金玲，口是心非。嘴里说着是要帮助别人，但背后却有不为人知的阴谋。当然，这种人很快就会被人家识破。所谓, “司马昭之心，路人遥知”。切记，你诚心待人，人家就会诚心待你，不必多此一举。

你也许会问，“那么我诚心对待别人，但是为什么人家这么对我？”。这种人，最好的例子就是蔡尚宫了。这种人比起姚金玲更加阴险恶毒！她从头到尾就已经策划一切，你只不过是她的一个棋子。这个，正教了我们一定要“害人之心不可有，防人之心不可无”。谭司膳就是这样，差点就拜拜了。

善有善报，恶有恶报！切记，切记！



《宫心计》评语
其实，我还真的不明白为什么这个港剧这么的让人疯狂、爱之。我其实觉得这个港剧，除了当中的寓言故事，其它的就真的不怎么样了。让我一一说明。

一、我觉得这是我看过古代剧情最差的一个。片场敷衍了事，设计随便。让人没有那种堂皇的感觉。还有一些画面简直乱来，原本在监狱和好如初的两人，干吗第二天出狱有反目成仇？！

二、很多很多的对白重复，相信写剧本的人习惯了ＣＯＰＹ　ＰＡＳＴＥ这两个东西吧！对白重复，乏味之时，也觉得郁闷，就连老子都会背！

三、如果你注意到，除了丽妃，其它的人都是以死离开剧情。害死、自杀、冤死、老死。全都死得“不明不白”。剧情突然，没有太好的交代。

四、演技除了郭太后和马大将军我会有所赞赏之外，其它的有待加强。

回想多年前看到的《肥猫》之类的剧场，怎么都会比这个来的好。以上是小弟愚见，得罪之处，多多见谅。

LOL

You saw her first didn't you!

LOL... I curi-ed this pic from Facebook. Don't know who's the owner of this though. But to the photog, great picture! For that girl, it's a damn good kick!

背井离乡，是一个很好的成长过程。

才发现，自己已经很久没有照过相... 有心情的时候，老天，雨一直下；没心情的时候，阳光，撒尽天下。 摄友也无影无踪，真是扫兴！

突然间，灵感一来，想拍下我生活中的一小部分与大家分享。

1. 早晨的阳光，柔柔的叫我起床。（太阳五点出头就挂在天上啦！）

2. 看出窗外，也看到独自站在一角默默守候的铁公鸡。

3. 走到阳台，望着窗外的色彩。一个美好早上的开始。

4. 坐在电脑前面，突然注意到，连纸巾都要耍浪漫。

5. 也时不时，看到在后面的称，跑去称称，还好没过百。

6. Facebook 是最佳良伴。除了我和我自己，Facebook就是第三者。

7. 花了近三百零吉的日文课本，岁月已逝，也只读了5%。

8.最近刚买的《货币战争2：金权天下》。老板介绍的书。他说，只要用心读完这本书，我就比平常人更高一层了。希望我能实实在在的读完它。

9. 这个月尾，将会是我在这里打工一周年纪念。还会继续在这里打拼吗？这个答案，只有老天知道。

10. 大家渐渐的疏远了... 但，你们都还好吧？保持联络！

*这张是较早前拍摄到的。当时刚刚放工回家，突然间眼前一片雪白！夏天当下，哪儿来的雪啊？原来,是一群臭小子玩了宝丽龙又不收拾的画面。

背井离乡，是一个很好的成长过程。水，亦能载舟，亦能覆舟。就看你，怎么去理解与深入。

BHP. Dead Girl. Me. Us.

If you haven't heard, this is a brief introduction to the background story for you.

"An accident occured and a Myvi was caught on fire. A good samaritan tried to help by going to a nearby petrol station (BHP) to loan a fire extinguisher. Sad enough, the attendants in the petrol kiosk did not buy his words and did not loan him the fire extinguisher.

A poor girl trapped in that Myvi was burnt alive."  *Read TheStar's article here*


Many people started boycott this BHP petrol kiosk at Taman Pertama, near Jalan Cheras. Many comments had been poured over medias like blogs and Facebook. There are even poll online asking, "Should all vehicle owners be required under the law to purchase a fire extinguisher?". Interesting.

I think there are a few things I would like to voice out my opinion.



The petrol kiosk and the attendants

There were four fire extinguishers in that petrol kioks but none were loaned to that guy. What is even more ridiculous is that, the four extinguishers were kept BEHIND the counters, and not by the kioks itself. I certainly think that all the petrol kioks should re-arrange the fire extinguishers/sand near the kioks (and not hiding it from these scrap-metal-collectors).

On the other note, we cannot blame the attendants for not buying Teo's (the guy who went and get help) story. It's 3.00am. If I am the attendants, I might be worry that Teo is just another drug addict who's trying to get some free scrap metals. Or worse, a robber who is trying to make the attendants to open the door. Right?



Purchase a fire extinguisher and put in your car

Hmmm... sounds like a great idea. But here comes some other questions. These things aren't cheap, are we subsidied by the government? Or do we even get it free? Fire extinguisher is made by compressed chemicals. It will lose some pressure as time goes on. We need another replacement. Who's going to pay for this again?

When it involves money from your very own pocket, people will start to point fingers again. Why this, why that?

What I can suggest is that, government should rule that fire extinguishers MUST be placed near the kiosk and just in case of emergency, people can grab and use it. If you ask, "What if other people steal it?", then I would say "How many people actually steal it? Few. They are the black sheeps of the family. We cannot say that putting the fire extinguishers outside will attract theives (even though it will highly attract them)". It needed to be placed outside.

For those who can actually afford those small portable fire extinguisher, perhaps you can consider placing one in your car. Yes there is maintainance cost but who knows, it might just save somebody's life, MAYBE, your very own life.


People often ask others questions. A lot of questions. But they almost never ask this, "Instead of others changing the world, WHAT CAN I DO TO CHANGE THE WORLD".

AhBeng and the Interviewer

Interviewer: "Okay, in order for you to work in this company, you need to show me how many trees you can chop down in a minute."

One minute later.

Interviewer: "WOW!!! That's pretty impressive 20 trees!! Where did you worked before this?"

AhBeng:"I was working in the Sahara Forest."

Interviewer:"BULLSHIT.... Everyone knows that there's only Sahara Desert!"

AhBeng:"Well, it was renamed after I worked there."

China: "Oppps I did it AGAIN!"

This is the first time I'm catching Thomas Cup so close. Every single second. Constantly updating the scores on Facebook and Twitter.

Watching Thomas Cup 2010 really really make me learn something VERY IMPORTANT.



Attitude of players, and that NEVER GIVING UP spirit.


Malaysia's players seriously lacking that. For those who had read, Malaysian players even scolded/commented their supporters back in some social network websites.

I seriously think that, Dato' Lee can win Lin Dan but, he just haven't recover from the last battle with him, possibly.

Indonesia players, on the other hand, put up quite a good fight with China's team. Especially Kido and Santoso really put up some good play out there.



So much I want to see Lin Dan lose but this time, China really deserves to win. They had trained their players well. Congratulations on the winning of Thomas Cup 2010!!




p/s: Malaysia's and Indonesia's players have something in common --- net. LOL. Me too having the same problem. HAHAHAHA.

Married For Four Days!

I had a dream yesterday. A dream that I shocked myself LOL.


I dreamt that I woke up in my dream, seeing a girl lying beside me. I were married! But sadly, I can't get to see her face clear enough.

I only know that she's a Malaysian Chinese, and her parents have a farm back in the kampung.


I was married for FOUR DAYS already in that dream. HAHAHAHAHA. WTFness.



Now, which of you is the girl, please step forward.

Lost...

I had been lost for a very very long time. Possibly about nine years already.

Everyday, I wake up from my bed, tidy up, go to work, come back, online, sleep. And history repeats itself the next day.

After being here for 10 months, I realised I'm still pretty much who I am before I left Malaysia. I find my peace of mind here in the world wide web.

Should I really open up a studio here in China? Or back in Malaysia?

Or.... someone can enlighten me on the web?

*Probably it is just the time of the month again..... =.=

你。我

昨夜。。。我梦见了你。


我梦见了你，你依旧那么的漂亮，那么的野蛮。


我梦见了你，我成了你的男友。


我梦见了你，我们相处了在我记忆只有仅仅的半个小时。。。


我梦见了你，当眼睛张开的那一杀那，我甚至以为，那全都是真的。

接着的下一秒，我知道我会珍惜这短暂的三十分钟。。。朦胧的, 短暂的，甜蜜的三十分钟。。。

I thought, I don't love you like I loved you yesterday. But it turns out to be that, I actually love you more than ever....

I Didn't Know That She Was The One All The Time!

I had been adding this Wong MeiSy for a very long time in Facebok but I never knew, she was the 黄美诗 that was a singer and I used to listen to her songs when I was young!!

This is her personal blog, if you know her, please go support support!!

Of Tortoise and Snail

One day, Tortoise was hurt. He asked Snail to get a first aid kit.

2 hours later, Snail was no where in sight.

"Damn that Snail! If he isn't back yet, I'm gonna die for REAL!", shouted Tortoise.

Suddenly Snailed answered from the doorstep, "Stop cursing me or else I AM NOT GOING ANYMORE!"